met baby today. she was supposed to fetch me from sch, but ended up, met her at yck mrt manxzxz. so yeah, trained home with her to sembawang and took 962 back with bi. been quarreling with bi the whole day, so i guess there's nth really much to post about. well, below's my apology to baby uh.
bi, im sorry bout today. it's my fault really. especially the part where i talked about "safety". i admit, i was selfish. even though i know fully well that your place, is not safe, and you told me before that there were several times when you were going home, there were suspicious guys who looked at you, and by suspicious i mean those "i-am-a-pervert-and-i-will-rape/molest-you" kind of guys. and knowing this, i still selfishly asked you to pei me till 10 plus and then send you to the bustop. and while i only walk a short distance home, you have to go all the way to khatib and then take a train to bishan and take the circle line to mountbatten. and yeah, all the while i was talking about safety. wtf man, i am fucking sorry know! i am damn sorry.
and whats more you have been keeping it inside for so long. and in a way, im glad that you finally told me how you feel. im really very very very the sorry! baby, real sorry for the crap i started today. really, but i never had the intention to break. and im very proud of you too uh baby, you've been keeping to your promises as promised! yeah, so sorry that i've been blind to all these stuffs. i really feel fucking stupid. i swear. And though we always quarrel till so jialat, at least we're still tgt. there's no fixed "relationship" type luh. i know that we're not compatible, i know that we always quarrel, in fact, 7 days, 5 days we quarrel, but i still love you, i still wont give up.
i still cherish you and all. and btw, i still think you look very beautiful, even though i've been looking at you for 2 months plus! :D its true! and i really loved your mac and cheese, stop thinking that maybe i am saying its nice just to make you happy or what, im not man! its damn nice really! ah, i just love everything that you have done for me luh bi, and i am real glad that we're together despite all the shit we've been through. i guess we're a strong couple indeed, and i'll never doubt the love we have for one another :D
