Human nature




met baby today. went to mountbatten and fetched her back. been sticking with baby almost everyday, well, to be honest la, im very comfortable with it leh. ahah, idk, i guess i've gotten used to this lifestyle already. i dont have much friends now, but who gives a fuck? well maybe some people are used to having a group of friends to always slack with everyday, but i guess i've outgrown that. idk, it just feels meaningless to do so anyway. bi slacked with 2 of her close friends last night, and one of them said something pretty fucked up. damn, not that im saying anything but, please respect my girlf okay. though you may be her close friend and you knew her longer than i did, that doesnt give you the right to say such stuff. if you're concerned for her, i understand, but what you've said, too much already. anyway, yeah i also know that im not rich or what, no need to keep reminding me.


well, back to the story, went with bi to sunplaza's mos burger and i tried their yakiniku burger, something like that la, not bad. very korean-y taste. LOL. then headed to print photos, wanted to print wallet sized photos but we chose the wrong size, came out the size of my wallet instead. LOL. so stuck em next to my bed. ahah, watched a few dvds with bi too uh, and bi's having stomach discomfort from eating too much, my stupid fat girl always overeats, tsk. must control hor bi! and yeah, told bi as well that her sms-es becoming very dao and sian, she told me that its cause we spend too much time tgt already, she asked me to sms her in a 'hong' way. LOL. so i'll try to hong my own girlf :D


bi, once again, i know you may think im fucking childish for beliving in childish things la, but still , that doesnt mean that we shouldnt what. i mean, why hope for the worse or talk pessimistic, when you can hope for the best and talk optimistic? get what im saying? LOL. long time never use this phrase already. let's prove ppl wrong la, let's do something diff for a change, let's change the way people think of things and let's shut their mouth shall we? love you fatty, cant wait to see you tmr! <3

Big Fat 2 (edited)


2nd month with fat, im very proud of being her longest boyf, and she knows it. ahaha. well, met her at the busstop opposite my place, went to coffeeshop for food, came home and relaxed. fat made me a card. its damn sweet i tell you! heh, then headed off to haw par villa, almost missed our stop too! well, the place was kinda deserted as we went near closing time. but the visit was worth it, its fun going to a place you've never been to before eh. and the ten courts of hell were super freaky too. the atmosphere there was pretty oppresive. damn. took quite a few pics and all. enjoy :)

well, there's still more pics but im lazy to upload all la. ahahah. once again, happy 2nd month baby! its been 2 months of ups and downs but its definitely been 2 months of lurveeeee! i love you!


surprised to see this fat? hehe,cause i went to your twitter and saw what you tweeted. this shows that i do care hor! and it also shows i stalk you la. ahahah, well, woke up at 9 plus today and yeah, you saw the texts i sent you, :) well, we've finally came to the 2nd month that i was dying to prove to you about. ahah, yeah, even if its only 2 months tgt, like what you said, it feels like 2 years eh? i still remember the 2 weeks where you stayed over, we were really like husband and wife then eh! everyday sticking tgt and all, ahaha, and oh yeah, we even applied cream masks for each other! 

 hehe, fun right! i know i know, im the only boyf which will do all these with you -haolian face- hehe! but yeah, we did quarrel and fight alot too! but still, we always gave in! sometimes i angry then you keep laughing at me also ah! cb. ahaha, yeah, even though we're only tgt 2 months, i know that this will definitely be a memorable relationship! let's work hard tgt baby! roll on! <3 i love you :)

3 more days.


3 more days to our 2nd month. and i'll be fatty's longest boyf already. ahah, im so happy! its been 1 mth plus of awesomeness, indeed. im really very happy with fatty uh! <3 brought bi to her interview today at city plaza, bi was kinda affected by my comments bout her clothes, so she insisted that we search high and low for a new shirt. in the end, found none, so went to this fashion at paya lebar mrt and bought her a shirt, which again, she disliked, so in the end she wore back the same one. lol. wanted to change shirts with her actually, wore her shirt and we both laughed our asses off, cause it made me look super gay. went down to meet siang at his work place after that. went opposite his workplace to get some drinks with bi, kinda quarreled at lil there. damn.


baby, i know what i did was real fucked up. and that im gonna get or maybe i have gotten my retribution already but i really would not want you to do the same thing back to me, neither do i want what you said to happen 'maybe next time with other girl' i really dont want that. why? cause i love you alot. its been 1 mth plus already. we came here, lets just go all the way okay? i know i may sound childish for saying i want to be with you forever or get married, but if it can be done, why not? dont say that its impossible, dont say that no one does it like this. all that is just crap man bi. why cant we do it like this? let's make it possible okay. if i can show you that we'll reach 2 mths tgt, or even 1 mth, then marriage, though far away, doesnt seem that impossible eh. yeah, i love you luhs, i love you like hellllllllll <3

true love, lasts a lifetime.


bi's been staying with me for 2 whole weeks. she finally went home today. im damn not used to this feeling of having my fat wife next to me 24/7. i mean, nth can be compared to the feeling of having the person you love so much stick with you 24/7, eating tgt, sleeping tgt, going crazy tgt, and all that. its something that only people who have experienced , can truly relate to. well, these 2 weeks have been super fun. parents are kinda fucked up on baby staying over so long so we actually had to avoid seeing them sometimes.

our daytime, is their night time and vice versa. lol, kinda reminds me of the time when i put my first tattoo and i had to siam my parents cause i didnt want to let them know immediately, plus im always shirtless at home, so yeah, picture that. well, been meeting up with siang and cassandra almost everyday in this 2 weeks and we did many fun stuff, played blind mice, crocodile and all. ya know, kinda brings me back to those childhood days. and its very cute when baby's the blind mice or the crocodile, cause she makes a very good fat mouse and crocodile. ahahah! like toot toot like that. one night , i cycled bi over to sembawang and we slacked there, just the two of us, it was a real fun experience, and sembawang is actually a very nice place, very clean and nice to relax at, so yp kias, please take note, but on second thought, dont. dont go spoil the place. ahah.

so yeah, back to the point, went to a buddha relic exhibition too, at admiralty, saw those damn beautiful relics, buddha's blood and such. damn nice i tell you, went to a pasar malam at causeway too, one of the nights.

we also played basketball and badminton, aiya, lotsa stuff luh! when you put two fat ppl tgt for 2 weeks, lotsa fun stuff is bound to happen! :D

i love you bi! seeing you later on!

Dark City



i never asked for you to cook me a meal while waiting for me to come back from sch. i never asked you to talk to my parents, trying to help explain my feelings to them. and yet you did. and believe me, i never asked you to do many other stuffs and you did it willingly, its more than i can ask for, in a girlf. dont say that you're afraid man, dont say that you think i aint happy with the love you give. i am. and about the afraid part, im afraid too. why be afraid alone man?  im afraid that the relationship wont work out, because it means everything to me, thats why im afraid. let's be afraid tgt then :) i love you bi!


damn, back to the fri-sun schedule again. fuck. thanks alot dad, you really made my day. long tired day at sch today, girlf cooked me a meal while waiting for me to get home. super sweet. slept and relaxed at home till night, quarrelled with family members again. but i guess im slowly learning to take it easy, no point always getting angry and making the situation messy. everyone needs to grow up someday i guess. for me, that day is today. ^^