Angus, 18. Family & lovely Girlfriend!
27 June 2010, not gonna end.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Circle of Life


disney songs have alot of meaning, like 'go the distance' from Hercules, 'circle of life' from Lion King. damn, im random. down with bad sore throat and a lil fever today, so didnt go sch. bi left my place for work this morning and came back again later with my dinner, century egg porridge. woke up in the afternoon, took panadol and went back to sleep, that's why throat was feeling better. ate with bi and watched crayon shin chan. bi's fav cartoon. LOL. slacked a lil while then sent her off to take bus.

didnt do much yesterday as well, self-declared half day sch and went off to find my fat wife at her shop. ate lunch and dinner with her and spent the whole day there, sent her back to mountbatten at night and psychoed her, so in the end came back tgt to my place. quarreled over stupid stuff. its always my temper man, i need to change. infact, i must change :)

Monday, July 26, 2010

Full Circle



very few people believe in love nowadays, honestly, its hard to believe, especially when relationships are so short and everyone's just looking to hong here and there and waste time. but life's like that isnt it? you keep going through failed relationships till you find the right one, and you dont settle down till you eventually feel like it. this is the story of me and my girlf, a story that i dont feel like ending soon, or even end it at all.  i have always failed in past relationships, either i was just looking for fun, or the girl wasnt to my taste. "gian pia" as some ppl say. yeah, admittedly, banged alot,loved a few. i guess this is what you call karma, in that after such a 'colourful' past with many girls, i cant seem to be able to settle down. but, from the way im going now, i seem to be doing just fine with my girlf :D

We first knew each other from tagged.com, yeah, the website that lets you search the age of the girls you want to add, or even the area they live in, i think. and it doesnt sound too bad too yeah? one shot add many girls, send them messages, see who replies, see who's interested and just bang em when you meet em, and bye bye after that. well, my girlf was one of the girls i added, and i sent her a message luh. ya know, standard procedure, tell them you're bored and depending on their reply, you know whether you can go for it or not, but yeah after seeing my girlf's reply, i realised she was just like me -.- LOL. oh well, we got tgt not long after talking online and sms-ing, the next day in fact. didnt think that i would even want to see her after the first night, but now, i wanna see her everynight, everyday. in just one month, we've had so much laughter and tears, i cant even wait for the upcoming months, i have never gotten past 4 months with my longest relationship, and i know somehow that this will be the record-breaker. ahah, with no ending too eh? we smoked bds at a bustop and cried our eyes out, well she did, not me. i teared only. ahahah, we sat at my front yard late and night and smoked and looked at the stars, we played with my dog and patted her to sleep, i came home from sch and there she was waiting for me, with a meal that she cooked herself, ingredients all bought by her too!, we went to ikea and got ourselves a comfy quilt, nice photo frame, went to giant and bought loads of sweets(that's why we're so fat). we did many things.

a relationship that does not know pain and sadness, will not be a fulfilling relationship. for how does both parties learn to appreciate or realise how much they love one another if they never almost lost each other? we did, many times. a relationship like our's, which has experienced many things, and in just one month, is a relationship that i believe and hope, that will truly last :) happy 1st month. i love you, Eileen Tan Jin Xiu.


Thursday, July 22, 2010

The Big Fat 1



 1st month celebration tmr, cant wait! been quarelling so much this week, was real afraid that we couldnt make it till tmr, but we did. :) i love you bi, this is but only the beginning. we both still have a long way to go. you know what this means right? your ass is gonna be squeezed by me and only me, for a very long time :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

27th


a few more days to fri. its hell man, really. but yeah, 1st month! heh,been waiting for this day for v long. today, almost quarrelled with bi, i know im irritating, sorry la! but yeah, i still love you though. stuff like this happens la, as in the way i think all, when the relationship becomes too important to let go off. hope you understand.. about the club thing, its definitely a no. and yeah, i dont like the ex thing either. its not as if you like mine too anyway. LOL. friday, i cant wait!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

(I used to make out with) Medusa


 baby's webcamming with me now. heh few more days to first month. can hardly wait, went for a meal with siang and nuer. had fun chatting. baby seems very pekchek today, idk why. D: baby, anything must tell me uh. im here for you! i love you fat.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Braile


blogging from sch! i miss my fatty alot! D:
Love.
270610

 i used to always think that i wouldnt die if im left alone. truth is, everybody needs somebody. whether you're tall, short, fat, thin, pretty, handsome or just plain butt ugly. well, im cute and round and short. and turns out, i've found my slightly taller round and cute other half. ya know, i told fatty today that i wanted to take her to sentosa to see stars and to get married with her and stuff. she asked me whether i told my ex all this before, i told her i did. honestly, stuff that we tell our current girlf or boyf, we've definitely told our exes before. but its really up to us, or our other half, whether we want to give those words their full meaning. get what im saying? tio bo? ahah, yeah. life is never easy, but ever since i found my fatty, im definitely happier. in the beginning it was just fun and games, we were sure as hell flirting with one another. but look at us now, we're not even till a month, and we have shared so much tears and laughter tgt already.

i honestly believe that we will make it, now that the talk is over, its time for us to make it happen. gogogo fatty! let's roll our way to happiness together! i love you. :)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Not an easy road.


life's tough, very. family probs here, money probs there, and the occasional relationship prob too. me and my fatty are coming to our first month soon. first month man, never would have sounded possible at all, but now, it does. we've been thru quite a bit. thanks fatty, for sticking by me. i love you, i'll keep my promises to you. :)

quarreled with mum before she left for work, bad stuff happened. wasnt a very good day luh, sigh, but what the fuck man, tmr's fri! fatty's staying over. i cant wait!


i dont know what i would do without you in my life. <3

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

New direction


been busy these few days with sch and all. project's giving us all headaches. we're supposed to come up with something practical, that can be used, but it must also be able to be made using the machines in our workshop. stupid matthias suggested we make a fan. i told him, i will slap you. LOL. going to airport later for dinner with family, relatives and cousin leslie, long time no see man. she lives in australia, and only comes to sg once in a long while, that's why i wanna meet her. well, i cant wait for fri! heh.
Long Hard Road


sch was kinda boring today, but fun. disturbed the drinks stall auntie, closed her shop for her. ahah, she was damn pissed, we were damn happy. baby did my blogskin for me, thanks alot ! ^^ can't wait to see her again man, sch tmr, fuckkkkk.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

iloveyou.


Baby, your blog's done. Hope you like it yea? I'm like so tired alr man. Aww. Treasure this blogskin you silly ass. HEHE. Alright la, i'm gonna show you your blog now alr. BETTER POST UH! Starting from TODAY manz! Luvyou! :D

Monday, July 5, 2010

Me and my Bitch


that stupid bitch came over drunk, i was pissed. but i love her to the max, you know why? cause she looks like kungfu panda. ahahah, so yeah, bi came over and slept till next day morning, woke up and slacked, smoked and all. was fucking sick with phelgm in the throat, cant even fucking breathe at night, sleep halfway, run out to the living room and sleep. ahahah, sorry la bi. LOL. anyway, one of the days, i woke up with maggi , which bi cooked, thanks man, although its maggi, you cooked it. i really appreciate it, she even cooked for sister. awww, well, bi went home already. and it was the first day of sch today. was pretty fun, cant wait for tmr!


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