Running in circles.


we've been together for 4 months plus. this upcoming month being our 5th. lots of stuff happened, and yet we're still here. that heart to heart talk that day, i really appreciated it, you've told me things that i bet were on your mind for quite sometime already. im glad you told me. that was kinda like a wake up call for me. hearing those stuff from you, at least now i know how you truly feel. some parts hurt. alot. but i know you're telling me for my own good. when other people have already given up, here you are still trying to save me from myself. you truly are the best girlf. i love you. and im sorry.

If you believe in meant to be.
and i've got the iphone madness. mad jealous, that is.

good news and bad news man, good news first, baby's got a iphone4! bad news, im damn jealous and i feel poor and lousy and we quarreled over her using her iphone till not caring me and we broke up, again. but ultimately, its still a good ending. why? cause me and baby are still tgt! i get to play iphone, i am not feeling jealous anymore, but im still feeling like a beggar and i feel retarded for quarreling with her over such a lame reason. LOL. yeah, maybe im childish. but have you ever seen a child with such a hairy dragon?! oh my damn, i dont think so. ahahah. yeah, met baby today. quarreled till 5 plus? 6? then went to admiralty to eat. patched up our sour feelings as we ate and chatted. ^^ then brought baby around to look for iphone screen protectors. she wanted the "mirror" kind, but all the shops at admiralty dont sell. so in the end, went down to 888 to meet gim siang and cassandra. before that , went to 888 to buy some snacks and some household stuff. and got bi's screen protector there :D yeah, day ended pretty well. and now im downloading lots of fun games while bi is sleeping. i know im lying to myself,but in the few hours that baby is asleep. i keep telling myself that i have an iphone 4! ahaha, im such a liar.

well bi, bad to worse again eh today? but a good point is that we havnt really been quarreling much these few days. its good i guess, though it aint good that once we do quarrel, its very jialat. ya know, the early stages, we quarreled like fuck. quarreling was like drinking water. almost everyday. i say almost everyday because some days i dont drink water, thats why my mouth smelly. LOL. yeah, didnt mean to push you and all. and i was hurt by the things you said as well la. lol. and i know you were hurt too. i wish that we wouldnt quarrel, but like you said, quarrels pull us closer. yeah. indeed. i hope that we'll quarrel lesser from now on, and keep up with our no-quarrels record. and i hope you'll try and change and keep to your words. i'll do the same :) i love you baby!

100 plus


still going strong. :)