Happy 3rd month baby! (in advance)

yeah, had our advance 3rd month celebration today at bugis, heh, went over to fetch baby from her place and bus-ed off to bugis! baby bought me a wallet from the wallet shop! hehe, seeee!

ahaha, its damn chio i swear! and we took neoprints at some neoprint shop!

sweeet! had fun editing those pics man, my first time editing neoprints ! <3

and steamboat at some steamboat place! ate till we were gonna burst. fucking full. and the ma la soup, almost burnt a hole in my tongue! ahahah, oh well, first time eating steamboat with girlf anyway :D

and we went to illuma too! as you can see, im carrying the stuff we bought! and many others, inside the white cotton on bag. lol. it was like a shopping cum exercise trip man. walked around bugis street too, looking for tops and shorts for bi, was kinda pissed that bi keep seeing her stuff so i gave my trademark "black face"
fucking fatty just ignored me and walked off , and v fast somemore -.- , i tried to keep up with her with my short legs and in the end, we didnt quarrel! everything's okay! :D overall, had a fun day uh, money flying like nobody's business, but at least we did get nice stuff eh? oh yeah, our actual 3rd month's this coming monday, so no dedication till then! ahahahahah. <3

My fat bitch.

nth much today, sch was boring all. cher praised me for completing my assignments, i guess i really am a good student, like what i always tell myself. ahahah. baby's uncle passed away so we wont be meeting much this week i guess, cause she's attending the funeral till thurs, and friday will be the cremation. well, idk her uncle but r.i.p anyway :) feels kinda weird not being able to see bi for like, 1 day. cause we are 24/7 next to each other, literally. well, last night some stupid fatty said she's going to sleep and just now, i saw that idiot's twitter and guess what? she never sleep the whole night. -.- no wonder she told me she's gonna sleep at 7 plus? sleeping till now -.- stupid fat pig, i miss you alot la, and there you are, snoring away and probably dripping saliva everywhere. that stupid idiot of mine is actually v cute la, always drooling when asleep, maybe she's dreaming of buffet. LOL. ahahah, i even closed her mouth once, but somehow, she opened it again. ahahahah! cute la baby! i miss your stupid round face! cb! well, hope to see you soon, luv <3

2 months plus, you're still the love of my life. 

this weekend was a super eventful one, lotsa things happened. baby cooked salted fish fried rice for me, we went to eat at j8's mos, we met Joash and oh yeah, we broke up again. LOL. its hard to be in a relationship when both parties' temper is just as bad luh, but still, it comes down to the simple question of whether we love each other anot luh. fact is, we do. and yeah, i broke one of the promises that i made to baby today. and i fucking regret it. baby broke one of her promises to me as well. idk if she regrets it or not la. LOL. but it would be a fucking waste ,if we ended here. it really would be. which is why we have both decided to continue. every quarrel is a lesson, i really do hope we both learn from this uh. like what joash said, there's 2 kinds of couples who quarrel. 1st kind, they quarrel and then they break up. 2nd kind, they quarrel and they become closer. i hope with all my heart that bi and me are the second luhs. nth much to say already. not much mood i guess. tidied up the room and all. baby's fast asleep now. gonna go over and watch her sleep luh. <3

oh yeah, these are the pics that we took yesterday.

3rd month, soon.



didnt go sch today as baby slept over from yesterday. woke up at around midnight last night, and brought baby to eat opposite.  was fun luhs, cycled with baby over to admiralty beforehand, to withdraw cash from bi's acc. then cycled to 688 via the back way. cycled through a new park too. chio uh the place. ahah, went home and i slept while bi watched some drama series on xin msn.com. ahahah, yeah, woke up pretty late today and dad called back, asked me what i wanted to eat. in the end he bought back thai style chicken rice. was meant for me luh, but i gave it to baby. cause i dont want her to later end up hungry eh :D ahaha, yeah, on msn with bi now, meeting joash tmr at j8 for lunch. baby will be fetching me from sch! and i dont like when bi is busy sia, sometimes she can be fucking dao @#$%^! cb!

meant to be.

met baby today. she was supposed to fetch me from sch, but ended up, met her at yck mrt manxzxz. so yeah, trained home with her to sembawang and took 962 back with bi. been quarreling with bi the whole day, so i guess there's nth really much to post about. well, below's my apology to baby uh.


bi, im sorry bout today. it's my fault really. especially the part where i talked about "safety". i admit, i was selfish. even though i know fully well that your place, is not safe, and you told me before that there were several times when you were going home, there were suspicious guys who looked at you, and by suspicious i mean those "i-am-a-pervert-and-i-will-rape/molest-you" kind of guys. and knowing this, i still selfishly asked you to pei me till 10 plus and then send you to the bustop. and while i only walk a short distance home, you have to go all the way to khatib and then take a train to bishan and take the circle line to mountbatten. and yeah, all the while i was talking about safety. wtf man, i am fucking sorry know! i am damn sorry. 

and whats more you have been keeping it inside for so long. and in a way, im glad that you finally told me how you feel. im really very very very the sorry! baby, real sorry for the crap i started today. really, but i never had the intention to break. and im very proud of you too uh baby, you've been keeping to your promises as promised! yeah, so sorry that i've been blind to all these stuffs. i really feel fucking stupid. i swear. And though we always quarrel till so jialat, at least we're still tgt.  there's no fixed "relationship" type luh. i know that we're not compatible, i know that we always quarrel, in fact, 7 days, 5 days we quarrel, but i still love you, i still wont give up. 

i still cherish you and all. and btw, i still think you look very beautiful, even though i've been looking at you for 2 months plus! :D its true! and i really loved your mac and cheese, stop thinking that maybe i am saying its nice just to make you happy or what, im not man! its damn nice really! ah, i just love everything that you have done for me luh bi, and i am real glad that we're together despite all the shit we've been through. i guess we're a strong couple indeed, and i'll never doubt the love we have for one another :D

 Thats why Im FAT.


Now you see it,

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now you dont.

home made mac and cheese man! by baby! heh, my fav food leh! awww, stupid fat surprised me with this! i waited half an hour at the rc, wondering what stunt my fatty is up to. and guess what man, she was busy making my fav foooooood! ahahhaa! with her around, its no wonder im becoming more and more like a ball! ahahah! thanks baby! i fucking loved it la! damn gooooood know! well, accompanied baby while she ate duck rice at a nearby coffeeshop and mother fuck, the duck rice man is trying to be funny, disturb baby man, and im like a transparent like that. fuck, ah well, baby's got the charm i guess. ahahah. took a walk at fairprice and slacked at sky garden while waiting for jean and her boyf, damn, left my phone there even, me and baby walked fast, speed mode somemore, back there, and halfway, baby ran when she heard me say " no phone how are we gonna contact sia" awww! damn sweet and cute leh! my lil ball rolling up the stairs! and heng, the phone was there! ahhaha, went back to rc and moved to 3.2 from there. its called 2.2, but i wanna call it 3.2, cause i happy. or hq2  ahahaha, saw jaymeson, small world and he came over and we all chatted, sent baby home at 10.45 and walked with jaymeson to the mrt, smoked and talked a lil and went home, thanks for the great day guys! and especially baby with my mac and cheese! i love you sooooo much man!

An internet born love.



baby just went back after a 4days 3 night stay at hotel northoaks. ahahha! dad and mum went away for the weekend so, hell yeah. went late night cycling, went to rent vcds, went to pasar malam and went daiso, all with baby! and some parts, sis tagged along too :) well, quarreled with baby real bad last night, AGAIN.LOL. always quarrel, but still, the day always ends with a smile :) heh, many tears, much joy and definitely much more love. :D hehe. but sad to say, baby admitted that she took me for granted again D: hais, but on the bright side, baby promised me never to do that again man! hehe, mum and dad came back from their trip! mum talked to me and showed me the pics, damn chio i swear, gonna take bi there sometime soon, next family trip perhaps? ahahah, baby's on her way home now, i fucking miss her already manxzxz! boohoo! bugis with her tmr! :D i love you fatty! sorry for my temper, but i still love you as much! <3

challenges.



baby's real sick, so she's sleeping at home now i guess. had a chat with mum bout bi and me. mum told me what she thinks of us being tgt and all. lots of things are running through my mind uh. yeah, admittedly, there's many factors to think about, in a relationship. but despite how un-compatible we are, or how much we often quarrel, my financial situation etc, there is no denying that we both feel love for one another, and it has a already been 2 months plus, quite short a timing, but definitely a long one, for puppy love or a crush or whatever eh? yeah, it definitely aint puppy love neither is it a crush, cause given our personalities we wouldnt last this long, if it was. 

now that i think about it, me and fat aint really that 100% compatible in terms of person. i aint gonna say why. but bi and me both know uh. ahah, but what matters is the love between both parties and the things that they have gone through eh? we've gone through quite a bit, if not, alot. we quarrel almost everyday and nearly break up almost every two weeks, but at the end of the day, we both always give in to one another, and the day always ends with a smile. never in tears. i hope. ahah, nah, we always give in to each other, no matter what! i know myself, i know how im like, i know whether i really love baby, or not. and i sure as hell know whether bi's the kind of girl for me, well, as diff as we both are, she is. :)

we started on the 27th of june this year, and we aint hoping to finish off anytime soon. it doesnt matter how many ex-es we both have, or how many 'you're-the-only-one-for-me-i'll-love-you-forever' relationships that we'd been through, cause those dont mean a shit now eh, well, me and bi still said that we're the only one for each other and we'll love each other forever to one another. ahhaha, but this is the big diff, we both want and are gonna make it happen :D baby, i love you man!


and faster get well soon la fat! stop eating so much hor you! <3 ):

personalities clash, hearts bond.


baby's beside me now. quarreled again just now. lol. cute idiot cried on the mrt. awww, but everything's fine now. ate fried fish soup with rice opposite and headed on home. weather's damn hot, watching shows now uh,



oei stupid bi, dont always say negative things man! despite how diff our characters are, i am confident that we can make it! <3 if character same , then where got challenge man! yeah, must overcome difficulties tgt eh bi! ahaha, stop scratching my butt btw. i love you la! im sorry as well, but i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! <3

Journey.


quarelled yesterday night. was real bad. but stupid too, from a simple small thing, became a big thing. said and heard things that broke my heart. but whatever it is, the heart's still the same. i still love you as much, though i may be a bit disappointed. but however, i wish you will learn from our quarrels and not climb on top of my head. cause no matter how fucked up it is, a quarrel, is just a learning experience. i wish you would listen to what i say and work on it. and yeah, you do seem to be working on it. i appreciate that uh bi. i love you, and you know that. i dont want us to become like your friends luh. definitely dont want. i love you.

Reality.


baby's been having weird dreams lately. about the first one: bi, dont worry, i've long forgotten that bitch man. and how can i possibly fang bu xia her, after all the stupid shit she's done? dont be dumb leh baby! and im glad that you've forgotten him too ^^ and about the second one: baby ah, this is why i always ask you to go home early, everything i've explained to you already le. i just dont want anything to happen then i blame myself for not telling you and nagging or controlling you. i'd rather you think im very 'fan' than anything happening to you! you mean the world to me and i want you to be safe and sound! ahah.

fetched fat wife from mountbatten today to sembawang to eat lunch. had mac uh. lol. came home after that. didnt do much, today was a boring day. and oh, tmr's fri! hehe, and in a few week's time, me and fat wife's gonna have our 3rd month celebration already! can't wait! and had a lil chat with bi at khatib mrt today, before sending her off,

baby, i really dont want you to touch those stuff man D: i really dont! cause i dont want you to put yourself in those situations where ppl can take advantage of you too, and i also dont want you to take/do something that's harmful to your body D: and baby, i know i dont have a bike and all, but i hope you'll still love me as much! argh! why am i so afraid that you'll run off with someone who has a bike! D:

All the small things.


at home waging wars on myself.