Choices


i am open-minded, but not open-minded enough to let other people bua and touch my girlf, or worse, she bua-ing and touching other guys. if you cant even respect my fucking decision when it makes sense, then go away la cb.

The world's changing,but im still where i am.


back home once again, will be going back to second home either today or tmr. sch's gonna reopen in a week. i still havnt got my leg wrapped yet. ahah! money please. interview tmr, life sucks. i hate life, life hates me. suck balls.

Why am i fighting to live, if im just living to die.


i hate this place, i really do. i really hate to stay in a house where everything i do seems wrong. where according to my dad, im just that 'bloody arsehole'. yeah, might seem funny, but it hurts to hear that. tattoos, are they really that bad? just take a look at this guy for example, Noel Boyd, he's a host of a show called skin art, he has tattoos all over his body, but he has a kid, and he's a great dad.

tattoos are my interest, but, my mum's so damn intent on crushing my interests and likes, she doesnt give a damn about how i feel. yeah, it may be unfilial to tattoo myself even though im only 17, why not wait till im 21 and working right? bullshit, whether im 17 or 21, my parents still wont see eye to eye with me about tattoos, so what's the point?

im moving out soon. i really cant take this anymore. it sucks la, to know that your parents view you as a shame and a liability. i wish i was a bird, i wanna fly far far away, and never come back...

i'll take it that i have no family, and i'll take it that my surname isnt called 'Teo'.

bye.

Suck it.

Living dead beat.

life's getting pretty monotonous and boring. i hate it.

We have made the present obsolete.


didnt go to work today, couldnt wake up. hehe, met baby and slacked at jo's house. really missed her lots luh! went to e tattoo shop, wanted to add some stuff to my hanya mask, but fuck man, the artist wont be back till next week, holiday. =.=.  am gonna get a bio-mech tatt done on my left arm, when pay comes in. price is 300, uncle's giving it to me at 200, with shading and hopefully colour. heehee. :D

skin like paper.




hell yeah, 200 bucks. done in 3 hours. no pain no gain.

ink, tmr.


okay, tattoos tmr. hell yeah.

ink, real soon.


went to 743 today, to have a look at this tattoo shop. all i can say is that the art's above average. has standard luh. and the prices, cheap. i saw a design i liked. uncle told me, from shoulder to elbow, plus shading and background all, 200 only. not bad at all. i'll get it done before my holidays end.


now, where to find the yusof ishaks? if ya know what i mean. :/