very few people believe in love nowadays, honestly, its hard to believe, especially when relationships are so short and everyone's just looking to hong here and there and waste time. but life's like that isnt it? you keep going through failed relationships till you find the right one, and you dont settle down till you eventually feel like it. this is the story of me and my girlf, a story that i dont feel like ending soon, or even end it at all. i have always failed in past relationships, either i was just looking for fun, or the girl wasnt to my taste. "gian pia" as some ppl say. yeah, admittedly, banged alot,loved a few. i guess this is what you call karma, in that after such a 'colourful' past with many girls, i cant seem to be able to settle down. but, from the way im going now, i seem to be doing just fine with my girlf :D
We first knew each other from tagged.com, yeah, the website that lets you search the age of the girls you want to add, or even the area they live in, i think. and it doesnt sound too bad too yeah? one shot add many girls, send them messages, see who replies, see who's interested and just bang em when you meet em, and bye bye after that. well, my girlf was one of the girls i added, and i sent her a message luh. ya know, standard procedure, tell them you're bored and depending on their reply, you know whether you can go for it or not, but yeah after seeing my girlf's reply, i realised she was just like me -.- LOL. oh well, we got tgt not long after talking online and sms-ing, the next day in fact. didnt think that i would even want to see her after the first night, but now, i wanna see her everynight, everyday. in just one month, we've had so much laughter and tears, i cant even wait for the upcoming months, i have never gotten past 4 months with my longest relationship, and i know somehow that this will be the record-breaker. ahah, with no ending too eh? we smoked bds at a bustop and cried our eyes out, well she did, not me. i teared only. ahahah, we sat at my front yard late and night and smoked and looked at the stars, we played with my dog and patted her to sleep, i came home from sch and there she was waiting for me, with a meal that she cooked herself, ingredients all bought by her too!, we went to ikea and got ourselves a comfy quilt, nice photo frame, went to giant and bought loads of sweets(that's why we're so fat). we did many things.
a relationship that does not know pain and sadness, will not be a fulfilling relationship. for how does both parties learn to appreciate or realise how much they love one another if they never almost lost each other? we did, many times. a relationship like our's, which has experienced many things, and in just one month, is a relationship that i believe and hope, that will truly last :) happy 1st month. i love you, Eileen Tan Jin Xiu.
