Sometimes you really piss me off so much i wanna laugh and cry and shake you and give you one big fat kiss.




 things happened, bad things happened. but im glad we're still strong as a couple and we're still sticking together through this whole shitstorm of emotions called a 'relationship'. i've never had any grudges against you. never. i've hated you, but after awhile, all that hate just melts away cause i realise how empty life would be without you. and that you're the reason for all that i am right here, today. yeah, even though you always tell me to control my temper and calm down and all. sometimes you are the one who sets it off. ahaha! its like you telling me not to shit, while shit is dripping out of your asshole. get it?! no words can describe how i feel about you. i feel like shouting at you. pinching your nose. hugging you. patting you to sleep. i feel like carrying you and swinging you round and round. you just drive me so crazy. crazy over you. i'll never think of revenge, my feelings have never and will not fade. because when i told you that i wont give up no matter what, and that i'll always love you. i really meant it. they say the eyes are the windows to the soul and i dont know if you can actually see that i mean it, in my eyes. but then again, sometimes im pajiao, so its pretty hard to see into my eyes as well. heehee! yeah well, real glad things are fine now. though i really hope that crap wont happen again. hurts man. it really hurts. but all the pain in the world is worth it, just to see you smile. just to see that twinkle in your eyes. just to be able to see you and hold you, and to know that you are mine. if bruno mars will catch a grenade for the girl he loves, bloody hell man bi, i'll catch a army tank. nah, i'll catch the whole world. remember what i told you? even if no one gives a shit bout you and you feel that you're falling into hopelessness, i'll be there to bounce you back up with my bouncy bouncy belly! <3 and yeah, you're so busy today that i feel neglected. pfft. i fucking hate you today la! cb! bet you'll see or saw my status-es already. sorry man bi, babu feels neglected and lonely while baby is out there with her friends! and baby seems so eager to hang the phone all, baby also like so busy till wont see or reply babu's message sometimes. babu dont like! babu angry man! babu feels like when baby got friends, babu is no longer existing. like babu die already. like baby got friends then babu is invisible. i know i know, maybe im thinking too much! but I DONT LIKE! deal with it. heheh, i love you man, i can't wait to see you tmr! i love you ! <3<3<3<3<3<3




peepopeepopeepo! 

happy 7th month, Elleen Tan! <3


Hey, we met online. we've been through lots of shit,tears and of course happiness! and this is our 7th month!


7th month, like finally. this month really seems like a long time. i dont know why! haha, well, spent it in a simple way, counted down to 12am with baby on facetime, well, kinda sucked cause this is actually the first time we've had to countdown without each other by our sides. but at least i can get to see baby's face! haha,baby came over today, and we didnt do much, fetched her at khatib mrt. bus-ed back and slept. what a boring way to spend our 7th month right! haha, but when you're so in love with one another, nothing else really matters as long as you've got each other's company! right baby? haha, though i would love to bring you to jack's place and go on a shopping spree till our legs break from walking and arms break from carrying shit-loads of stuff, i cant. D: well, believe me, when i have the capabilities, i will. and till then, at least we've got each other! im so glad i made you my girlf. been saying this for so long and i bet you hear till sian already! but what to do? i mean it ma! :) happy 7th month my dear girl! i love you!

BEST, cant even describe all this.



haha! 7th month in a day's time! wow! 7 months man! seems like yesterday that we added each other on tagged.com and sent each other messages. we were both so eager to see each other's reply. got together the next day somemore! online romance+getting tgt after knowing each other for a few hours=failure? FUCK YOU MAN! look at where we're now! i honestly never knew an online relationship could bring me this far. in fact, its not even an online relationship anymore. it's our life :D and even though we don't know each other at all in the beginning, we stuck through ups and downs. the stormiest of storms, the most fucked up of quarrels and we still pulled through! and we got to know each other better along the way. we can play like crazy and talk about anything under the sun. we can even act like kids in front of one another. sometimes it's like we're best friends, sometimes it's like i'm the kid and you're the mum. and sometimes we're boyf and girlf. all these goes to show that you're not just my girlf man, you're my everything :) some people may think or say that we wouldn't make it, but for every month that passes, it just goes to show that what other people think or say, doesnt mean shit. as long as we ourselves know what we want, and go about doing it! and this relationship is exactly what we want! right baby? i know that i've got a bad attitude and all, but thanks for giving me countless chances and for always being by my side to support me through tough times. you've never really asked much of me. except to control my temper. and i will! and im doing it! you're the sweetest fatty i've ever known! and i dont give a fuck if you're 100 kg or super ugly, cause you'll always be that beautiful girl with the cute button nose and chinless chin! haha! peepo peepo! and have i told you how much i love it whenever you act cute with me? haha! awww, saying and thinking bout all this is making me miss you more, which is already words-can't-describe kinda miss!  heh, 7th month in a few hour's time! i love you baby! whatever happens, i'll always be here for you. i'll be the short and fat cute boy that you can count on. cause if you fall, you can always bounce back up on my tummy! <3